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| User: | secret_spoken (3619771)
Spiral Staircase to the Stars
winding path to infinity
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| Name: | Susan |
| Location: | Illinois, United States |
| Birthdate: | 1983 |
| Bio: | Hello darkness, my old friend,
I've come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.
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She won’t turn around
The shadows are long
And she fears if she cries that first tear,
The tears will not stop raining down.
She won’t make a sound
Alone in this fight with herself
And the fear’s whispering
If she stands,
She’ll fall down.
She wants to be found
The only way out is through everything
She’s running from.
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Inside the labyrinth walls
There lies a tiny child who sleeps alone
And as the daylight falls
The wind becomes so wild across the stone
For I have made her prison be
Her every step away from me
And this child I would destroy
If you tried to set her free
...It's this love that I most fear
And this child I would destroy
For I hold her pain most dear
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Child walks down to the river's edge
And looks out as far as she can see
And draws each breath as if it were the last
And wipes away the tears across her sleeve
She can see where the river crawls to the sea
Like a baby into mother's care
Somehow the longing is so far away
The innocence so wasted and aware
And look at the child with the dream in her eyes
Holding it deep inside her
Thinking about Home... Home...
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| Memories:: | 22 entries |
| Interests: | 93: ambiguity, anxiety, apathy, aromatherapy, authenticity, beaches, being strange, being yourself, butterflies, caring, chicago bulls, chinese food, chocolate milk, coffee, coffee shops, compassion, counseling, cozy corners, dependant personality disorder, depression, detroit pistons, diphenhydramine, discernment, disordered eating, dpd, dysthymia, eating disorders, eating healthy, ednos, empathy, exploring new places, faith, fear, feeling, feeling alive, feeling loved, feeling safe, free spirits, getting lost with friends, grace, guilt, having fun, healing, helplessness, honesty, hope, hot baths, hurting, idealism, imagination, independence, intuition, jewish culture, kitties, listening to the rain, living through music, long car rides, loving, making a difference, meaningful relationships, messianic judaism, mochas, natural disasters, numbness, open-mindedness, philosophy, pills, playgrounds, psychology, public transportation, randomness, reading, recovery, sarah mclachlan, self-harm, self-injury, simon and garfunkel, sleeping pills, solitary walks, subway sandwitches, swimming, the ocean, theology, thinking, thunderstorms, traveling, truth, understanding, vienna teng, wandering aimlessly, warm sweaters, wisdom, wonder |
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| Member of: | 45: 3faithdialogue, _dissociation_, _infp_, _marriedlife_, _survivors_, _the_couch_, adultsofdivorce, all_families, aromatherapy, ask_a_nurse, bible_college, blindpeople, books4blind, chicago_el, counselors_etc, crazy_academics, crazymeds, cuttingimage, dsafgrrl, dysthymics, ed_grocery, ed_recovery, edxnos, grad_psych, infp_v2, lj_nifty, low_vision, maryahornbacher, messiah_yeshua, nbafans, paidmembers, phobia_support, pre_pro_psychs, psych_students, psychicafe, psychologystuds, read_ed_books, religion_majors, sightedpartners, ssri_users, student_cooks, student_travel, systems_theory, vaginapagina, womenhealth |
| Account type: | Basic Account |
